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Sharing about Moriah from Soldann, Dr. Stan Greenberg


Hi Every One! Thank You sooo much for coming and sharing in the celebration of life of Our Beloved Gail, Moriah, Fire Star. And of course, thanks to all who have already shared and played and sung, as well as those to follow.

As I came to know and love Fire Star over the years, it became increasingly clear that we were, and remain Soul Brother and Sister. We validated and so easily multi dimensionally tracked each others’ communications and pictures of reality. This was magnified in our gatherings as a Quaternity with beloved Zayne and Nancela, and of course, extended to our contacts with Our extended soul family and Community.

Several days before her passing, as I was coming up the oh so familiar driveway of Apple-on, I had this vision and knowing that I and We were witnessing and experiencing the passing of a “Saint!” Certainly not as that term may be conventionally used, yet a Saint indeed! Her love, compassion, courage, wisdom, brilliance, joy, humor, vision, teachings and sharings touched and awakened so many lives. As we can see by this Gathering today, her many aspects appreciated, and were reflected in/as our Diversity.

She invited magic, and her brilliant astrological and psycho spiritual knowings and insights led us to expansive pictures of our gifts and our soul purposes. She gifted us with, and modelled her honesty and vulnerability. She invited us to embody our Wholeness and authenticity in all of our unique aspects, including our growing edges. She was fond of teasing me about my “crankiness” and assorted other edges, as well as encouraging and perceiving my gifts and wisdom. Her love for Beauty, colors, clothes, jewelry, flowers, nature, wildness, music and fun, to say nothing of her beloved animal companions, enhanced so richly being in her presence and company. I feel so privileged!

As we were holding Vigil during Fire Star’s last months, weeks, and days of embodiment, I increasingly spent lots of time with her and dear ones, including the amazing Hospice Team. I/We had many sleep overs, and our loving bonds and Community became more evident.

On several nights when I slept at my home, I had a profound encounter with a movie called “The Fault with Our Stars.” It is a film about 2 teenagers, Hazel and Gus, who meet at a cancer support group. As one reviewer put it: “They have an ascerbic wit and a disdain for the conventional….” It’s based on a best selling young adult novel by author John Green. It seemed that every time I turned on my tv and HBO, there it was! And each time I watched, I found myself crying lots. It became a catalyst and vehicle for me to contact, and emote, and release my profound grief. It was so synchronistic with all that was happening—it became my ally. This happened several times. Almost every time I turned on the tv, there it was playing, and each time the floodgates of emotion were released.TO READ MORE AND COMMENT CLICK BELOW

I heard recently that it won Best picture, best actress, and best kiss at the MTV awards Ceremony. Then I knew I had to share some of it---and sure enough as I was writing this, it was on tv again. Near the end of the story at a mock pre­-funeral, Hazel was sharing:

“…. I’m going to talk about Math. I’m not a mathematician, but I do know this. There are an infinite set of numbers between 0 and 1. There’s .1, .12, and .112 and an infinite collection of these. Of course, there’s a bigger set of infinite numbers between 1 and 2, and 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them that I resent the size of my unbound set. I want more numbers than I’m likely to get, and God I want more more days for Augustus Waters than he got. But Gus my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and for this eternity I am grateful. I love you so much….”

Thank you all and thank you Our Dear Fire Star for the infinities we share with you….

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